Dapat borak pon jadilah

Dapat borak sekali sekala pon bolehlah,  dari X langsung lagi teruk.

Kalau dapat jumpa kan lagi seronok,  tapi kalau berjumpa je mesti gaduh, so rasanya kalau X jumpa pun seronok kalau jumpa pon seronok.

Thank you for being my friend even I treated you badly

You're my only friend who has the most patience and understanding. You be silly to cheer me up and that was the most I've got from a friend of mine.

I hope forgive my words to you from the first time we met till the death of us. You are among the best, never be worried about your General Knowledge as it can be sharpen up by helps from others. But believe your instinct that you are the best and you can do what other people can't.

-Study hard but study smart-

Thank you for being my partner or should I call my best friend forever even for a short period. It means a lot to me, you are GREAT.

I need to do something

It had been a regular practise for me to hate zaeem. This is done to give my heart a relax rather than feeling being stabbed at the back.

I tried to hate him because it would make me vulnerable or immune to him and I won't cry forever.

It is hard to hate him because it had been a long time since we are being 'friends' and have been a memorial to me. I hate him to reduce the jealousy inside me and to give him that feeling.

He had never know what I felt towards him on the days passed. And now it is the time for him to feel the suffer and take it as a lesson.

I am sorry zaeem

18.6.15

Right when he wants to enter his car, I am crying as I am the only person in the world who doesn't have any friends.

I suppose that he thinks I cried about him, but in reality it is because the fobia that I have towards 'friends' 

I am really scared of having friends because once they betray it turns into a suffer to death. How painful I feel when I saw .................................................................. . It is scary but a good news for me. I am sorry to say this to you, but actually I had been trying hating you for a long time, and nothing happens.

ll that I got from those tries are only pains and tears. It often happen to me but instead of crying about being bullied, I cried because I am suffering from a problem that gets worsen after too much of thinking is happening at a time.

My thoughts when he says that .........................................., I think that .......................................... . I had never gain this kind of feeling stabbing my heart severely.

I was in quite that time and hope that I wouldn't hear that. I regret of being a ................. of his. I hope he is fun with him.

THE TRUTH

I am very jealous towards zaeem and shahiman. That's it, I said it 'I am jealous towards zaeem and shahiman ' done!!!!
To zaeem If you are reading this, then you will know why I refuse to watch you with Shahiman.

I am sorry.